scary

yes, i'm facing a very scary opportunity this evening. i plan to attend a jam session with a bunch of strangers. some nice lady found the shaved belly band on myspace and contacted dainon about harmonica lessons. he passed her info on to me. trying to be helpful i contacted her back and we got together a couple weekends ago to discuss harmonica playing. since then she has invited me to a jam. i got out of it last week. she invited me for tonight. i must go! i must face a fear! the worst that can happen is that i can listen to them all play and apologize for being so bad and never show up again. hopefully they won't glare too much. it's one of those moments, though, where i hope i get in a terrible accident on the way so i can't go. but that sounds terrible too.